Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Gosh nightmare again.
Was at Mac with you and she was infront of us. We were sitting down and I went to toilet after that. When I came out of Mac, I saw you hugging her. Wtf do you know how fucking terrible it feels seeing you hugging her?!?!?! 
Its really super duper uber terrible that I cannot describe.
Cried so hard infront of you but you only cared about her and don't give a shit to me.
When I woke up I broke into tears.
I was thankful that it was just a dream. I really don't know what to do if that was in real life. I wouldn't know how to handle. In the dreams I was feeling so terrible that I literally don't want to feel anything and just go die. Wtf.
Gosh 


Till then. I'm lost of words for all the pain and stress I've been facing these days. 

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