Life .

Been working continuously this few days . Trying to make myself busy so that I wouldn't miss you so much . But no matter what I do , how busy I am . You're still always on my mind . I miss you so so much . Working at cafe , seeing so many couples . Just make me think of you and me . They always ordered Berries and Flap Jacks . Seeing them talking happily while eating , I just few that how great if we were them . So I started imaginating you there with me having Berries And Flap Jacks . Soon , all the memories of us started coming back . There wouldn't be a day without be thinking of you . I even think of you when I'm work . Went out with lovelies just now . And you were there too . I secretly smiled when I see you . Ate sogurt just now . There comes all the memories again . I used to share sogurt with you . Seriously the taste of eating alone and sharing with you is super different . Remembering i always used to feed you after buying our sogurt at walking around nex . The last time we had sogurt together , was 16 July . Our 6th monthsary . Sigh ... And Ofcos when sometimes you do things with my friends , I will start to get jealous . So I quickly get out of that place , before I tear or get pissed off . Sorry that I got so jealous easily . Saw you played max tune just now . So freaking miss that . Been long since I watched you playing Maxtune . At the very last second , you got first . Happy for you (: miss the way I used to stand behind you and watch you play max tune . Leaning on to the chair , and watching you played Maxtune . That's a kind of happiness too . Now , i can only watch you from a distance ... Went home alone just now . And I dnt even know the road to mrt station even if I went there like 10 over times . Because you will always be there holding my hair and guide me to the mrt . I just follow wherever you held my hand and walk . Somehow , I took the wrong train . Used to rely on to you , rely onto your presence , your hands , and everything . I wanted to celebrate your birthday with you . I really want . I'm yearnig for that . Not as a friend . Not as a best friend . But more than best friend . Every time Weiling gave me work , I would always ask for the date first . Because I'm so afraid that it might clash with your birthday . I really really want to celebrate your birthday with you ...
Im yearning to have you back so much .