Life

I mean like , life seriously have up and downs right . But why is it that my life have more down moments rather than those happy moments . It wasn't really a good 2 months for me . My ex broke off with me during July , such small little things can affect me . Yes it did . But whatever is it , it's over uh . I'll get over soon . I'll be define . I know nobody would come and see this stupid and boring blog of mine . So I'll just rant everything out here .

Meow , you were my longest boyfriend you know ? Though you were not my first , but I swear you were the one who make me feel so loved once in my life . The one who woo-ed me for 2 months and never seems to give up . Whenever i have troubles , you would be there for me . The guy who sent me home almost every single day and ensure that i reach home safely . You don't mind walking home with me and then walk back home again . The whole sims drive seems to be full of our memories . The guy who bought me to the doctor when i'm seriously ill-ed . You never fail to be there whenever i need you . Those rants i ranted at you , you take it all . Whenever I'm with you , I can be myself . I remember that whenever we're out , when we see cute and super chubby babies , we would get so excited cos they were too chubby . We would grab each other arms . Saying that next time our baby must be cuter . Hah . I miss that . So carefree . I can forget all my troubles and my unhappiness when I'm with you . You wipe my tears away whenever i pbroke down and cry . You never fail to show me how much you appreciate me , and shower me with your love with all that you could . It had not been a easy 6 months for us especially when it was nearing our fourth month . But we overcame it . I never ever wanted you to leave me ever since you came into my life . No . You were like so important to me that I couldn't go talking to you for a day . And those sweet little sentence you told me just make me feel do much loved . I was like a small little princess to you . You did all you could , to make my life so much better . I can rant to you all that I want . You protect me from harm . You were a super protective boyfriend .life with you was so awesome . I can laugh all my troubles away with just one silly face you show me . Your charming smile brightens up my day . You did all you could . Planning our future . Saying that we must buy a five room flat next time , having cable vision and how many kids we want .
Meow , I really really loved you . Please don't doubt my love for you . I know I have no rights to care much now . But still , don't smoke too much . I swear it was for your own good that's why I keep asking you how many sticks you smoke per day . I didn't realised that you couldnt take it . I'm sorry .
I wouldn't hate you for leaving me , cos you were once everything I wanted .
Im not evolving in your life now . But still , all the best for you meow (: