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If I didn't love you , I wouldn't have spent time making monthsary cards for you every month . I put effort in and do . If I didn't love you , I wouldn't have save money till I have to starve myself like every single day to buy monthsary presents for you . If I didn't loved you , I would have just broke off with you when my parents oppose us from being together . Why would I still bother texting you so much sorry to salvage our relationship . If I didn't loved you , I won't spent time typing long text for you to show you how important you are to me , and how bliss I am to have you . If I didn't loved you , I would not have walk home with you every single day under the hot sun. Of I didn't loved you , I wouldn't have spread to the world that you are my boyfriend . If I don't loved you , I wouldn't have control how much you smoke . If I really don't love you , do you think I will concern how many sticks of cigg you smoke per day ? If I really didn't loved you , I could have sleep longer every Thursday instead of walking under the hot sun to sims drive to meet you .
Stop doubting my love for you . But if you still continue doubting , I can't do anything . Just take it as I was the one who caused this relationship to have so many up and downs and me , the one who cause us to broke up .