Whatever will be , will be

I screenshot down everything whenever I feel blessed which I know it would be hard to come by in the future when we were still together. Cool


Who was the one who said he would never let go when I said "let go of me!" Whenever we're holding hands?

Who was the one who was so afraid to lose me even when we're not together yet?

Who was the one who said that having me was the greatest thing? But now, without me being by your side, you are more happy.

Who was the one who feel so appreciated whenever I care for him? But who was the one who finds that I care too much and feel irritated as times goes by? 

Who?

Who was the one who was so attached to me? And as times goes by, slowly drifting away from me, and in return, I got more attached to you. 

Who was the one that would proudly announced that he miss me in social media? Who was not afraid to show his sweetness and his love. Who was the one that gave me an unlimited amount of love?

Who was the one who smiled whenever he received my message?

You tweeted me this...

Who was the one that was afraid of me ending the relationship?

Who was the one that accept for who I am? Understood the situation of me without a phone and stand by me patiently? 

who was the one that will always say goodnight to me every night, without fail, on Twitter? And auto tweeting me.

Who was the one who was happy to have me?

 Who was the one who was afraid that I'm getting tired of him? But who was the one that get tired of me first?

Who was the one that was so afraid of me being so tired? And have no mood to sit for my exam/study.

The last long text that you sent me.

Who? Who was the one that gave me so much memories and leave me standing alone right now? Who was the one that said all this thing making me feel so blessed? Everything was said by you. And ending this relationship was your choice. I wish you would take a look back at all this and remember what you once said and do to me.

As times goes by, who was the one who is drifting away from me? Who was the one that slowly stop saying "I miss you" to me? Who was the one that got so shag and pissed whenever my name lights up on the phone? Who was the one that said even when the world ends, I have him by my side?

But in the end, who was the one who slowly stop doing all this thing, stopped fighting for me and our love.

Who pursued our love in the first place? You did. Who gave up on me and our love? You did.

Who was the one that started developing feelings for me? You. Whose feelings started fading after 3 years? Yours.

It's all you, you and you. It's just you.

I'm so upset. I miss all this moments. The moments with you. The memories which I've created with you for the past 3 years. I think of our memories everyday. We created so much memories, that whenever I go, it's impossible not to think till you. 

You've no idea how important you and this relationship to me and how this relationship left a big impact on me. From the starting, 

Friends

Best friend

Lovers

I miss how everything used to be between us. The stages and things we've been through, do you still remember? If you've forgotten it, I guess I'm just not important to you from the start.

And in the end....

Strangers. Strangers this word just best to describe us.

I don't know how you're doing, what are you doing currently, when are you going NS. And whatever that concerns you.

I wonder if i still appear in your mind from time to time.

I remember you telling me that March you would be going to get your car license. I know you can do it one shot. Because you're so good with cars.

All the best meow, see you in the future if we've turn better for each other and if, and only if we're meant to be.