I wished you were there last night. But on the other hand, I wish you wasn't there too. Because i know somehow, in some ways, i'll get affected by your presence, and i wouldn't be able to enjoy myself there, being all awkward.
If we were still together, yesterday prolly i wouldn't feel so left out because they have their bunch of friends which they knew through clubbing, and im all alone, standing at the barbecue pit cooking with wen.
I guess with you i'll just stay inside the air-coned living room waiting for you to cook finish my food. Haha. Pathetic me thinking so much. And you'll be behind me, afraid that i'll fall when i climb high up to paste those decorations.
In re lian qi times, you'll prolly stop me from doing almost everything, pumping balloons, climbing high nearing to celing to paste decorations, standing infront of the hot barbecue pit to cook food. You would have done everything for me and me being just a princess.
Such memories, such thinkings. But wouldn't happen anymore...
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