Whatever will be , will be

You spent your new year, sitting down, texting other people. Rather then standing up and accompany me to watch the fireworks and tell me happy new year. For the first 30mins of 2014, you're only busy entertaining your friends.  Calls, text or whatever. Sent you a text expressing how much I enjoy 2013 with you and told you happy new year. But well, look at your reply. What's that reply? I rather not receive a reply like this. Yes I know you for not always sending long text to me. But what's the freaking day last night? Can't you just take your time to send me a long text even though you're outside?! Normal days, I still can understand. But it's a new year you know?! When I told you that I'm gonna scold you, yes, I'm really freaking fucking super utterly pissed. You didn't start your new year with me. You spent your new year texting them. Calling them. Laughing with them. Okay forget it. All the way from vivo to farrer park you were still texting them. Forget it. Called you to send me a photo of us in your phone. Already described what clothes I wear and where we went that day. You still can say don't know. I wanted to do a freaking dedication to you but I can't find any good photos in my phone that's why I ask you send. You say you don't know which photo. Still can ask me next time I own self choose. WHAT?! FORGET IT. Goodnight text. Usually just a short goodnight text will be fine. Already said its 2014. A NEW YEAR. I hope for something special. 

I end my 2013 well, I started my 2014 like this. 

Forget it. Bye.