In need of a shoulder to cry on. I really damn unhappy. Really very unhappy until I want cry everything out. O's is over. I don't feel happy at all. I feel nothing. It's just nothing. There's nothing for me to look forward to even after O's has ended. So many people getting their hair dyed. Discussing what colour to dye. And I'm just there alone. Mum don't allow me to dye my hair. I really very unhappy, it dosent feel good when all of your friends are discussing what colour to dye and you're just sitting alone there keeping quiet you know. It doesn't feel good at all.
Before O's, me and Boyf alr planned to go out after the paper end. But instead he went out with his bros. Me and him has been spending so less time during O's . Every time I was so reluctant to go home. He said that after O's we have the whole world time to be together. He already said he would go out with me. But he just told me he was going out with his brother. He have forgotten what he told me. 做工的做工. Most probably after this week most of us would start to work.
I don't feel good now. I really need a shoulder to cry on so badly...
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