Whatever will be , will be

I don't want to be angry at you . I hate being angry with you . I don't like . I really don't like . I just wanna text with you the whole day long and I hate it when we just don't text . I know I'm super clingy towards you . I don't know why . I don't know how should I explain this . Because its still the same old thing I can say . I'm afraid that I would lose you once again . I'm afraid . I really am . So I tried to keep everything to myself . Even if I'm not happy , I just want you to be happy and not be affected by me . 觉得自己好像永远都做得不够好 ...