At times .

At times , i can be feeling super ultra weak mentally .
I can be physically strong . But not mentally . Small little things can make me cry like crazy
Small little things can make me smile like mad .
Every time when I'm feeling mentally week and need to cry , i always wish that boyf was there .
His hug , his comfort , his chest for me to lean on and cry . And he would go hugging me so tightly , comforting me . I would always love to rush into his arms . Because it can be the most comfortable place on earth .
Call me crazy , but yes , he's really very important to me . Very very important .
At first ,
Who would ever know that he would mean this much to me now .
Who would ever know i would love him this much now .
Who would ever know that i would rely so much on him

I can say , i need boyf's hug so much right now .

Till then ...