I find myself super irritating for texting you . Im so afraid you would find me annoying , not replying . Lowering down my expectations . Always telling myself you wouldn't reply after my "Ohh.." "Okayy " "Ohh okay .." In the end , you really didn't . Im so afraid of the outcome . I took up so much courage to text you . I feel like crying now and every then because everytime , when things that has link with you , i always tell myself not to have high expectations , anticipations . Because when i have high hopes , when the outcome appear , it hits me really hard and im gonna get hurt more . I don't mind getting hurt . But im just afraid i couldn't take it all . Damn it i miss so damn freaking much . Really . You said you don't know if we're able to get back to what we used to be . I'll wait . No matter how long . I will . Really . Even if in the end we cant really get back together , i would just have to face it . But im really yearning to have you back so much . I wanna be in your embrace once again , i wanna hold your hand and walk through it all . I wanna spent every moment with you . I wanna take so much more silly pictures with you . I wanna be wrapped in your arms when im cold . I love you . Always tearing while blogging . You really mean alot alot to me ...
Till then ...
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