Saturday, September 15, 2012

It was the happiest thing ever .

Just now when i was napping , i dreamt . I dreamt in my dreams . Is like im dreaming inside the dream . I dreamt that we patched . Yes , i was god damn happy . I think i even smiled while dreaming . Being with you  was the happiest thing that ever happened to me .
Even before we're together , i didnt knew that you would be so important to me . You brought so much smiles and laughter into my life . Silly faces you do , jokes that you tell me , and alot more . What more can i ask for ? The one who made such a big impact in my life . Dote me so much , doing so much for me . Rather protect me first then himself .
I remember him walking with me the whole kallang . Him having blister which is literally super pain , kept quiet and continue walking with me till im home . Yes . Ofcos i was guilty . I helped him to put plaster on this leg . Remember meow ?
I remember whenever he sent me home , i would have the habit of walking along the small path way beside the grass patch . He never fail to catch me when i was about to fall . He was there 24/7 for me , his hands never fail to be there whenever i need someone to hold on to . He was the first guy that brought me to the doctor when i was having fever . I remember i was really ill and i was feeling terribly uncomfortable that day . He lend me his hoodie , never fail to ask me if im okay every half and hour and check that im okay . He went to the doctor with me after school . I remember it was pouring heavily at that timing . His crumpler bag was totally wet . The umbrella was shelding me more than him . his hands was around my waist , preventing me from falling and kept me closer to him . When i came out from the doctor , i told him my temperature was 38.1 and he got a shocked . He sent me home after that and i got a good rest . 1 day mc . And he told me he kept staring at the palce where i always sit . How silly of him

I can't stop crying while typing this . Damn . It was our memories . OURS . I miss it so much .
I know it's still long to your birthday . But the truth is , i've already planned how to celebrate it for you . It was all planned so fast because i can't wait to celebrate your birthday with you , having you to watch NC16 movies with me ...

Another 16 is coming soon ... How many months was it suppose to be ? 8th Month . Freakin 8 Month ....
Meow , i know we were meant to be . I know im super thick skin . But i really think that we were meant to be ... Would we still find our way back and continue the road which we have planned ? ...

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