What to do when the best part of me is always you ?

Meow , still remember the post stick that you gave me ? Writing a smurf love song for me ? I still kept it in my calculator . Please don't say that I cheated on you . Please don't ... You don't know how much it fucking hurts . I didn't ... I really didn't ...
I knew you purposely shouted "it's not my fucking problem" this afternoon . After the shout , I teared so hardly in the toilet .
I'm always telling Wing that she has a good Boyf . She's super lucky . Cherish her Boyf . But what did I do when I go the best Boyf on earth ? I hurt you , made you tear , made you angry . Just blame it on me ... I'm a lousy girlf . A girl who doesn't even deserve you . But meow , one thing I wanna say is I really really love you . I love you ...