Pain .

Somehow this third relationship , hurts so much then the first 2 relationships I have . Perhaps it was my longest and the one that Make me feel so loved .
You don't know what I'm going through ... Nobody will understand this pain ... It hurt do freaking much that I just wanna die , and stop thinking of everything . Every night , I go to sleep with the suckish feeling and every morning , I have to wake up and realize that the pain is still there . Remembering everything thing that I wanted to forget . Life like this just sucks . Literally sucks ...